Letting Go.

I'm not posting this to my Facebook or Twitter. This is for me and my followers that aren't local. Actually no one has to read this I just really need to get it off my chest. I broke up with a serious love today, there was no anger or hate towards this person - only love. I guess I just knew in the long run that it wouldn't work out and I prayed and prayed about it, hoping that I would be wrong about that but God's answer was clear. I feel kind of broken but also kind of free. I don't feel as though I should feel those things? I still love him very very much and that will never change - he will always be my first true love - but I really think this was the best for both of us in the long run. I hope that he will continue to trust and open up to others and most of all I hope that he will have a serious, insane, out of this world love in the future. One that makes him appreciate the pain that he went through to get there. I know one day I'll know he is married to another woman who makes him absolutely ecstatic and I will be raising my champagne glass from wherever I am to cheer's him and his love.

I think I might take a weeny little break from blogging, well actually idk. It really depends how I feel in the coming week. I hope you're all alright with that, I'll be back in a bit.
xx